Just Starting Out

So I'm very new to this whole "blog" thing but i'm going to give it a try. I want to start off letting you know a little bit about me and my life. I'm 23 years old and as of now I am 34 weeks and a few days pregnant with my first child. I never wanted to have a family full of kids and be a mom believe it or not. In fact, I even asked my dad if he would schedule me an appointment to get my tubes tide when I was 7! Then I met Malcolm. The more I got to know him and love him the more I wanted that family. I think I was just waiting to believe that I could have a happy family before I would let myself want one. I am still with the father of my child and have been with him for a little of 4 years. We decided we wanted to have a baby a little over 2 years ago and couldn't wait to have one. We started trying but after months and months of no results we got worried. After visiting a fertility specialist I was told I had PCOS which in short story means I don't ovulate normally. I was told by my doctor that it would be next to impossible for me to convince on my own and I would need medication to help, so I began the medication. Sure enough within 3 months of taking the pills I was pregnant! we found out just a few weeks before Christmas and we were so excited. A short time after Christmas though, we had lost the baby. We were both devastated and after all of the disappointment we had faced the past two years we agreed to take a break and not try anymore. I still wanted a child more then anything but I wasn't sure I could take the heartache of a negative test or a miscarriage again. I stopped the medication and went on with my life. However, a few months later I was late and showed positive on a pregnancy test. I didn't let myself get excited until I was past my first trimester but after that.. boy I was ecstatic!! now I'm 34 weeks and a few days and we are anxiously waiting the arrival of our baby girl.. 

Jaylen Marie Martin 

In this blog there will be a mix of things. I'm going to treat it somewhat like my journal. 

I will write "Life Posts" in which it will be similar to an entry in a diary. Telling you what I'm going through, dealing with, or happy about in my life at that time. I will try to do those at least once a week! 

I will also be posting other posts which will be mostly things that have irritated me or made me happy that have happened. Maybe a story I read in the news or some Celebrity gossip piece I have an opinion about, or an experience I had that made me think. I'll also post any cool projects I do or cool edits of photos and anything else I can think of!

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